I can't...

Roxas was everything to him...to have Roxas just leave...it was hell.

But...

...nobodies can't feel...

...can they?

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He remembered all the little words they exchanged...

"Roxas, alright, fight fight fight..." "You really don't remember." "It's me, ya know, Axel."
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"Wait a sec! You remember now?"

"Y-Yeah."
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"Can't belive this." "The Roxas that I know is long gone."
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"You're off the hook." "Zexion." "You just found out way too much."
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"I wanted to see Roxas." "He...was the only one I liked."
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"No one would miss me."
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"You really do remember this time? I'm so FLATTERED!"
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"Axel!"
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"He made me feel...like I had a heart."
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"Roxas."
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"Axel."

"Let's meet again. In the next life."
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"Your minds made up?"
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"Yeah, I'll be waiting."
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Everything he had done during his life was all for Roxas...everything. Even distancing himself...even being cruel...it was all for Roxas. Even this hell...

'Why do I...'

'I...I don't know. But, a heart's not something you can see. I've started wondering whether it's something you can't feel either...'

...even this hell.

~AkuRoku Day Tribute